I'm just a word in this book,
A single word.
I merge into the sentence,
I melt into the paragraph.
There are millions more
Just like me.
They each say something different,
But it doesn't mean anything real,
Alone.
I'm just a word,
And I will always be.
My fingertips glaze over your skin,
My eyes glitter.
Can you tell I'm happy now?
When the sun kisses me,
And when it misses me
I fade to grey.
I like this,
That's all I care about.
I don't think about anything else,
No painful thoughts or words
That would make mirrors shatter
And glass splinter.
Just soft light and smiles.
Even I can tell I'm happy now.
I see now, your lonely posture,
Your wanting for just one more friend.
And although you told me you lust for another,
These frozen thoughts I know won't end.
I trace your body with my dull eyes now,
I watch peacefully as I imagine this dream,
And then you turn to catch my glimpse now,
I shyly blush pink, quite awkward I seem.
Still, I wonder what it might be like,
I wonder if you would really mind.
If I kissed you, once, would you fight?
Or have you finally learnt to be kind?
One gentle kiss, that's all I ask for,
It's all I care for, from you, my sweet.
One little kiss, my heart will not pour
Out passion uncontrollable, till
When I sleep,
I dream
In faded pictures,
But it's a language
I understand.
Subtitles needed
Only for when you are there
With me,
Because I don't know you.
I only know your subtle body,
Your movements,
My tender caresses
Over your deceptive skin.
My fingers run through
Your russet hair,
Breathing your
Beauty. Dissolving in it.
In your kisses that burn my lips
Because they are not true.
I still pine
Only for you.
You, my friend,
Gave me knew eyes
To contrast with your sea green and hazel,
And see clearly.
You set me on trial
Because of my hateful denial.
You shamed me.
I'm not sorry,
For that I've been imprisoned
And shattered.
Judgement passed – Guilty.
Attempted murder
Of a heart I once knew.
Nothing will change though
Maybe it should.
I'll stay here till I die
Of a broken love
And am reborn
As someone less foolish.
Oh Bathtub,
I could lie in amongst your bubbles all day,
Gleaming like white opals
The colours dancing inside their souls.
I like you very much, Bathtub,
Deeper than that song by Eric Clapton.
Unfathomable, you are indeed a mystery
Like transcendental poetry.
No one understands it
Because it's not meant to be understood.
Which makes little sense
Because it's not meant to.
Oops, it's getting chilly in here,
Let me run more hot water.
I believe I could drown in you,
Quite seriously, if I fall asleep.
But I know if I do, I'll be dying
In my favoritist place
So there will be a smile on my face.
Oh Bathtub,
Every time I pull t
I fell asleep
to dream of him,
But I don't think I can
anymore.
Words of love and tragedy are
empty
And Romeo and Juliet
means nothing now.
Not even pity for the starcross'd lovers falls
from my bemused heart.
I realise I have tried to woo him
Through love expressed over and over
With different rhymes and different words.
All futile attempts
In his oblivious world.
- Laughter
- Long talks
- Foolishly changing
- Being myself
- Even denial
All tried,
All failed.
Seemingly numb now
To him,
His smile,
His cruel mockery.
It's de
Ludwig, the German Spider by TinkerKel, literature
Literature
Ludwig, the German Spider
Ludwig the German spider,
Happy as a German spider can be,
Was born 18th May 1982
Years before he met me.
Bursting forth from his
Mother's egg sack, he ate her alive,
Brothers and sisters that crept around
Also began, that day, to thrive.
He soon grew and found a teacher
That taught him wondrous things
But then he decided it was time for change
To see what life could bring.
He set out for Antarctica,
Finland, Svalbard, Yemen too.
He travelled all day and every night
And his German heart always remained true.
He travelled to my school one day,
And I watched, horrified, as he climbed my desk.
"Spider, away!" I cried, "Away wi
I fell asleep
to dream of him,
But I don't think I can
anymore.
Words of love and tragedy are
empty
And Romeo and Juliet
means nothing now.
Not even pity for the starcross'd lovers falls
from my bemused heart.
I realise I have tried to woo him
Through love expressed over and over
With different rhymes and different words.
All futile attempts
In his oblivious world.
- Laughter
- Long talks
- Foolishly changing
- Being myself
- Even denial
All tried,
All failed.
Seemingly numb now
To him,
His smile,
His cruel mockery.
It's de
Current Residence: Bangor, North Wales, UK Favourite genre of music: Anything! Shell of choice: Turtle... see what I did there? Skin of choice: Urm, kinda pale... Favourite cartoon character: Sailor Moon! Personal Quote: Wait a second, I'm on my hamburger phone.
Wow! My last journal entry was a year ago now and my last deviation was probably longer. Anywhoos I finally wrote something I could put up on here. It's been one hell of a writers block (lasting approx. a year) but hopefully I can keep this up. I have really missed writing stuff. I'd forgotten how much I enjoy doing artisticy things.
Update: I'm pretty darn good, thank you very much. I feel totally relaxed and happy, really, back to the normal Kellie. It feels good, and I really don't want it to end, so here's to more happy times ahead.
I'm a little homesick at the moment, though, which Im sure will all be fine in a little while. I'm back h
Wow it's March and I haven't written anything on here since my birthday wooooooooow thats ages. Soooooo okay I am finally writing things again and it feels pretty good, I hate it when I'm not doing things. I hope to write something a little more upbeat some time soon seeing as I sound uuuuuber emo in most of my works. But hey it's good enough for now. In all...I am pretty happy :) Yay.
Toodles for now!
It was my 18th birthday yesterday and I had lots of fuuuun! I plan to be drunk and fat from cake for this whole weeek! This isnt much of a journal entry but I hadnt updated in a while so i needed something new. Uhhhh so yay! POETRY!!! Also, I may put pictures of my puppy on here if I can take some of him that look artsy and not just like he's running around in a crazy fashion on the lawn. I think that'd be pretty hard tho as he doesnt stop moving.
YAY KELLIE HAPPY AND FULL OF CAKE AND CHOCYLATE!!